Man, I think I might be the happiest I've been in a really long time. So to help me remain in this positive state, I'm writing 10 things that make me and/or my life in general AWESOME and GREAT. Anyone else can do it, to help them if they're down like I was <3

1. Just got a new haircut with a new hairdresser, who was really nice and made me feel good about myself. I love side bangs, finally have them, and red! And you can still see my blondish streaks, and my reg. brown hair. I think it looks nice. And different for school on the 2nd!

2. My dad and I are closer then ever. I love being able to talk to him about anything, and joking about EVERYTHING.

3. I'm probably not going to have a boyfriend for a while, and that's cool with me. Really, I understand I'm not emotionally mature enough for it. I don't need a boy so that I can feel better about myself, and I understand that I could get a guy, if I really tried. I just like being me for now. If the right guy comes along, then great. Right now, I'm over my crushes.

4. I've come to terms with who I am. I'm a curvy gal, sure. So? I don't want to be a stick-thin girl anyways, and I like my food. I accept myself for yeah, being a little pudgy, but that makes me even better to love! This is the first time I've ever really liked how I look, and I'm proud of it. No more baggy sweaters for me!

5. Listened to some GREAT music, and finally fixed my computer so that the speakers are compatible. So, now while I write, I can listen to anything I want on youtube! Made my day way better!

6. I care a lot less about what people think of me. I'll always care at least a little I think, and I'll never get over some of my social anxiety. But, I know I've started living for me, and that's fine. In fact, that's awesome!

7. Got to talk to a friend I haven't in a while, and I remembered how much we're in common. I like him, he's a great friend and although I don't always get his internet references, I can't wait to see him.

8. I was really hung up about a guy, and how we're not really connecting anymore. I want to stay good friends with him, but I know it's okay if things don't work out between us; really, we're not a very good match. I can't deal with someone like him in my life. He needs to grow up, and I probably do too.

9. I'm getting contacts soon, and I can't wait to wear them to school! I like how I look without glasses better then with ^_^

10. And my best friend just started a convo. with me when I was just thinking about her. How lucky am I?


So that's it, 10 great things! I've been pretty selfish, and I know I've been mean. I feel like I've changed a lot these past few months, even weeks! I love myself, finally. Anyways, this was just me ranting lol. More art and writing to come ^_^